
| Location | Derbyshire |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 10/2005 |
| Date of Death | 10/2005 |
| Visitors | 5,952 since 02/12/2006 |
| Creator |
MEGAN AMANDA HOLMES BORN SLEEPING ON 31 OCTOBER 2005 AT 27 WEEKS ALLWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY HEART MY
DARLING DAUGHTER
when i found out i was expecting megan i was over the moon although she wasn't planned, i had a
trouble free pregnancy up untill 27 weeks i went shopping on 26th of october and while i was waiting
to have my hair cut she made a few very sudden movements, i finished my shopping and went home, that
night didn't realy feel any movements had a very busy day on the 27th so again wasn't realy aware of
not feeling any movement mentioned to my partner that i'd not felt much movement but we wern't
worried as i always felt movement in bed only that night didn't feel anything when i got up the next
morning still hadn't felt any movement rang the midwife she told me if i was worried to go to the
hospital so off i went on my own to face the the worst moment of my life, when i got to the hospital
they couldn't find a heart beat so they arranged for a scan i still wasn't worried i went in for my
scan and my world ended they told me they couldn't find a heart beat my baby had become an angel,
the nurse rang my partner darren and he came as quick as he could, i went home for the weekend went
back to hospital on 31st and was induced megan was born asleep at 7pm exactly on 31st october 2005.
i didn't have a pm as i couldn't face it however when i went back for a follow up they told me her
cord was wrapped tightly around her neck and they think this was the cause of her death her. i miss
megan so much.
MEGAN I WISH I COULD HAVE HELD YOU WHILE YOUR HEART WAS BEATING, I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY LIFE IS SO
EMPTY WITHOUT YOU, WHEN DARKNESS FALLS WE FIND THE BRIGHTEST STAR AND WE PRAY THAT IT IS HEAVEN
BECAUSE WE KNOW YOUR THEIR.
IT BROKE OUR HEARTS TO LOOSE YOU THE PAIN IS HARD TO BARE
BUT ENJOY YOUR LIFE IN HEAVEN ONE DAY WE'LL MEET YOU THEIR
ALL OUR LOVE MUMMY AND DADDY XXXX
MEGAN
IN A FAIRY CASTLE
JUST BEYOND MY EYES
MY BABY PLAYS WITH ANGEL TOYS
THAT MONEY CANNOT BUY
WHO AM I TO WISH YOU BACK
INTO THIS WORLD OF STRIFE
NO PLAY ON MY BABY
YOU HAVE ETERNAL LIFE
AT NIGHT WHEN ALL IS SILENT
YET SLEEP FORSAKES MY EYES
I HERE YOUR TINY FOOTSTEPS
COME RUNNING TO MY SIDE
YOUR TINY HANDS CARESS ME
SO TENDERLY AND SWEET
I BREATH A SIGH AND SAY A PRAYER
AND EMBRACE YOU IN MY SLEEP
MEGANS ANGEL FRIENDS
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The sky is filled with Angels
With puffy lacy wings
The remnants of God's beauty
With treasures they now bring
Each one of them a Guardian
That travels in the sky
To watch throughout eternity
Their parents from on high
Smiles that come from Angels
They fall like crystal rain
Eases earthly burdens
Lifting all life's pain
Halos so astounding
That glitter gold each day
Following their loved ones
In such a perfect way
Wings in gentle breezes
That fall from up above
Kissing every parent
With everlasting love
Angels soar through heaven
With everlasting light
Looking down from heaven
Saying their 'goodnights'
Kissing all who loved them
So gently on the face
This life's tender mercy
Each parent can embrace
Wings and shiny halos
Travel from on high
Surrounding all their loved ones
They never say good-bye.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx
Rest In Peace
Rest in peace baby Megan. You are free to play with all other angel babies now. Make sure my Megan and Thomas look after you.
love Katie (Megan Sarah Ellen Lisa's mum)
guardian angels x megan xx sweet dreams little one xx watch over your mummy and daddy xx
ANGELS
An angel here, an angel there,
I'm surrounded by angels everywhere.
When I'm in the middle of a terrible storm
They come with their candles to keep me warm.
An angel to comfort, an angel to guide,
An angel to fill that dark hole inside.
An angel to cry on, an angel who cares,
I'm surrounded by angels, everywhere.
The angels who reach out when times are rough
Who'll listen to my heartache
and all kinds of stuff
Bright in the sunshine and in dark of night
The angels surround me with comforting light.
I guess God is busy and can't come on down
To give me a smile and take care of my frown
So He sent a few angels to brighten my day
And help to carry my burdens away.
So thank you, dear angels, more than you'll know
For watering the happiness and making it grow!
~Author Unknown~
Life was a gift
That you didn't receive
I loved you more
Than you'd ever believe
Talking to you
As i turn out the light ' I love, you know? I miss you goodnight'
Now you are living
In a world up above
I can't see you or touch you
But I give you my love
The angel up there
Who's hand that you hold
She'll be watching you for me
Until its my hand you hold
I'll see you one day
When we meet in the sky
'This hello is forever, never again a goodbye'
The pain I remember
Of letting you go
I think of you always 'I Love You, You Know
Just For A While
Just for a while you had a shining dream,
Then darkness fell,
All around you, Sadness and despair,
No light to guide you; no laughter there.
Just for a while, I was your hopes fulfilled,
Then hope was gone.
My sole released from it's imperfect shell,
Saw your tears and caught them as they fell.
It heard your voices,sweet and walm,
Like a butterfly that lives and dies in just one day,
I left the world and gently flew away.
Just for a while, I touched your lifes with joy,
And then Pain,
But don't be sad and grieve each coming year,
Just hold each other close and say
For just a while our child was here.
I have not turned my back on you,
So there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from Heaven,
Just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
When you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
And watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
Than I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
Then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
Or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
While I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
We'll meet again one day.
Beyond the dark and stormy sky,
A rainbow lights the way.
TINY HANDS
Although we didn't get
the chance,
to take your tiny hand
And lead you through the
Childhood which together
we had planned
And though there really wasn't
chance to show you all the love
Now sent to you abundently
borne upwards by the dove
Rember, darling that
your tiny heart must know
The we will always
treasure you
and your memory
will grow.
hope you are having lots of fun today, thankyou for the lovely sunshine.. my love to you and your family always xxx
How do i explain?
I am in love with an Angel
And this i can not explain
If you have not lost like i have,
your ears wont hear the same
You can not hear my heart ache
You cannot hear my despair
You will not feel my yearning
You can not feel my heart tear
It tears a little more each day
But your eyes they can not see
I really want to show you
How much my Angel means to me
You might think you understand
And i do know that you care
But unless you have lost someone close
There's no knowing my despair
One day i feel so terribly lost
In depths i have never been
The next i feel such overwhelming love
I am bursting at the seams
I can not explain it all to you
I love my Angel more than you can tell
I try to keep this under control
But sometimes i want to yell
I want to tell the whole wide world
That my Angel and i did not part
But i cant show people physically
that Angel lives within my heart
I thought of you with love today but that is nothing new,
I thought about you yesterday and day's before that too,
I think of you in silence, I often speak your name,
All I have are memories and your picture in a frame,
Your memory is my keepsake with which I will never part,
God has you in his keeping,
I have you in my heart.
Kisses To Heaven
Today I sent a kiss to heaven
I’m encouraging all of you to try
For if I have shared this with you
You have had a child die
This kiss came from down deep inside
And I know that it truly was received
Right after I had sent my kiss
A calming breeze surrounded me
Not only that, a wind chime rang
From where I do not know
But I felt my child smile at me
And say he loved me so
Take a kiss within your hands
And look up at the sky
Release that kiss with loving care
Now please try not to cry
Once the kiss is off to them
To Heavens gate above
Just look for any single sign
Of your child’s precious love
I felt my kiss returned to me
And yours will do the same
It might not be from the breeze or chimes
but in the trees, the sun or rain
Now smile up to your child
In the clouds way up above
But most importantly tell
Your child, that they are always loved
~ author unknown ~
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