Megan AMANDA Holmes

2005 - 2005
LocationDerbyshire
Age0
Cause of DeathStill Birth
Date of Birth10/2005
Date of Death10/2005
Visitors5,893 since 02/12/2006
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MEGAN AMANDA HOLMES BORN SLEEPING ON 31 OCTOBER 2005 AT 27 WEEKS ALLWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY HEART MY
DARLING DAUGHTER

when i found out i was expecting megan i was over the moon although she wasn't planned, i had a
trouble free pregnancy up untill 27 weeks i went shopping on 26th of october and while i was waiting
to have my hair cut she made a few very sudden movements, i finished my shopping and went home, that
night didn't realy feel any movements had a very busy day on the 27th so again wasn't realy aware of
not feeling any movement mentioned to my partner that i'd not felt much movement but we wern't
worried as i always felt movement in bed only that night didn't feel anything when i got up the next
morning still hadn't felt any movement rang the midwife she told me if i was worried to go to the
hospital so off i went on my own to face the the worst moment of my life, when i got to the hospital
they couldn't find a heart beat so they arranged for a scan i still wasn't worried i went in for my
scan and my world ended they told me they couldn't find a heart beat my baby had become an angel,
the nurse rang my partner darren and he came as quick as he could, i went home for the weekend went
back to hospital on 31st and was induced megan was born asleep at 7pm exactly on 31st october 2005.
i didn't have a pm as i couldn't face it however when i went back for a follow up they told me her
cord was wrapped tightly around her neck and they think this was the cause of her death her. i miss
megan so much.


MEGAN I WISH I COULD HAVE HELD YOU WHILE YOUR HEART WAS BEATING, I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY LIFE IS SO
EMPTY WITHOUT YOU, WHEN DARKNESS FALLS WE FIND THE BRIGHTEST STAR AND WE PRAY THAT IT IS HEAVEN
BECAUSE WE KNOW YOUR THEIR.
IT BROKE OUR HEARTS TO LOOSE YOU THE PAIN IS HARD TO BARE
BUT ENJOY YOUR LIFE IN HEAVEN ONE DAY WE'LL MEET YOU THEIR
ALL OUR LOVE MUMMY AND DADDY XXXX

MEGAN
IN A FAIRY CASTLE
JUST BEYOND MY EYES
MY BABY PLAYS WITH ANGEL TOYS
THAT MONEY CANNOT BUY
WHO AM I TO WISH YOU BACK
INTO THIS WORLD OF STRIFE
NO PLAY ON MY BABY
YOU HAVE ETERNAL LIFE

AT NIGHT WHEN ALL IS SILENT
YET SLEEP FORSAKES MY EYES
I HERE YOUR TINY FOOTSTEPS
COME RUNNING TO MY SIDE
YOUR TINY HANDS CARESS ME
SO TENDERLY AND SWEET
I BREATH A SIGH AND SAY A PRAYER
AND EMBRACE YOU IN MY SLEEP

MEGANS ANGEL FRIENDS
ellamae-gleed.memory-of.com
jadyn-snell.memory-of.com
olivia-langley.memory-of.com
freewebs.com/kelsangel

freewebs.com/oxxsammyxxo


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why the angels took you

They say the angels took you,
And I can only ask why,
They say I had done nothing wrong,
So why then did you die?
They try to give me an answer
but its not what I want to hear,
Instead of being in Heaven,
I should have you near.
If the angels knew how much i wanted you,
They'd never have taken you away,
If they knew the love I had for you,
They'd have let you stay.
I'd even planned your first birthday,
With stars and angels wings,
Pretty pink balloons,
And other girly things.
I think the angels misunderstood,
The day that I gave birth,
The angels wings I'd planned for you
Weren't for in Heaven
but for earth.

Amanda April 23, 2007

O' precious tiny, sweet little one,
you will always be to us perfect, pure and innocent,
just as you were meant to be.
We dreamed of you and of your life and all that it would be,
we waited and longed for you to come and join our family.
We never had the chance to play, to laugh, to rock, to wiggle,
we long to hold you, touch you now and listen to you giggle.
I will always be your mother, he'll always be your Dad,
you will always be our child, the child that we had.
now you're gone...but yet you're here,
we will sense you everywhere.
You are our sorrow and our joy,
there's love in every tear.
Just know that our love goes deep and strong,
we'll forget you never -
the child we had, but never had,
and yet will have forever

Amanda April 23, 2007

My Precious Child
There's not a day that passes,
That I dont sit and cry,
And look to heaven for a reason,
But still I don't know why.
Couldn't He have waited ,
Another year or two,
Until you were a little older
And I'd had more time with you.
Forgive me, Lord, I then say,
All these thoughts are wrong
There had to be a reason
And I know I must be strong.
You're in the arms of Jesus now
And I know that you'll be fine
But I wish with all my heart
That those arms could be mine.

Amanda April 23, 2007

If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We know because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!!

Amanda April 23, 2007

These are My Footprints
These aremy footprints, so perfect and so small. These tiny footprints, never touched the ground at all.
Not one tiny footprint, for now I have my wings. These tiny footprints were meant for other things.
You will hear my tiny footprints, in the patter of the rain. Gentle drops like angels tears, of joy and not from pain.
You will see my tiny footprints, in each butterflies' lazy dance. I'll let you know I'm with you, if you give me just a chance.
You will see my tiny footprints, in the rustle of the leaves. I will whisper names into the wind, and call each one that grieves.
Most of all, these tiny footprints, are found in mummy's heart, cause even though I'm gone now, we'll never truly part.

Amanda April 23, 2007

so sorry for yur loss my daughter was born at 25 weeks she survived but i lost her on xmas day aged 4 to cancer. my thoughts are with you all

Kim Edmonds April 15, 2007

Thinking of you and little megan xx

An Angel's kiss

We go through life so often
Not stopping to enjoy the day,
And we take each one for granted
As we travel on our way.

We never stop to measure
Anything we just might miss,
But if the wind should blow by softly
You'll feel an Angel's Kiss

A kiss that is sent from Heaven
A kiss from up above,
A kiss that is very special
From someone that you love.

For in your pain and sorrow
An Angel's kiss will help you through,
This kiss is very private
For it is meant for only you.

So when your hearts are heavy
and filled with tears and pain,
and no one can console you
Remember once again...

About the ones you grieve for
Because you sadly miss
And the gentle breeze You took for granted
Was just...An Angel's Kiss

Mummy (a grieving mummy) March 29, 2007

Angel playmates

God bless you Megan i hope you are having a lovely time with all your angel friends...please hold my babys hand and have fun in gods garden.god bless you both x x x x x x

Hayley (None) March 29, 2007

I am so sorry

You are very much wanted and your family love you so much.God bless baby Megan love sandra xoxox

Mummy To An Angel (angel mummy friend) February 24, 2007

so sorry

There is a place in every heart,
They call it Memory Lane,
Where thoughts of loved ones lost
Forever will remain.

God made this special place
When He first created man,
For He knew it would be needed,
As part of our life's plan.

He knew when loved ones left us,
We'd need some time to heal,
To come to terms with sorrow
And the loneliness we'd feel.

So when you lose a loved one
And your life is filled with pain,
The comfort of their presence
Will be found in Memory Lane.

Donnas Cousin February 4, 2007
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