Megan AMANDA Holmes

MEGAN AMANDA HOLMES BORN SLEEPING ON 31 OCTOBER 2005 AT 27 WEEKS ALLWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY HEART MY DARLING DAUGHTER

when i found out i was expecting megan i was over the moon although she wasn't planned, i had a trouble free pregnancy up untill 27 weeks i went shopping on 26th of october and while i was waiting to have my hair cut she made a few very sudden movements, i finished my shopping and went home, that night didn't realy feel any movements had a very busy day on the 27th so again wasn't realy aware of not feeling any movement mentioned to my partner that i'd not felt much movement but we wern't worried as i always felt movement in bed only that night didn't feel anything when i got up the next morning still hadn't felt any movement rang the midwife she told me if i was worried to go to the hospital so off i went on my own to face the the worst moment of my life, when i got to the hospital they couldn't find a heart beat so they arranged for a scan i still wasn't worried i went in for my scan and my world ended they told me they couldn't find a heart beat my baby had become an angel, the nurse rang my partner darren and he came as quick as he could, i went home for the weekend went back to hospital on 31st and was induced megan was born asleep at 7pm exactly on 31st october 2005. i didn't have a pm as i couldn't face it however when i went back for a follow up they told me her cord was wrapped tightly around her neck and they think this was the cause of her death her. i miss megan so much.


MEGAN I WISH I COULD HAVE HELD YOU WHILE YOUR HEART WAS BEATING, I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY LIFE IS SO EMPTY WITHOUT YOU, WHEN DARKNESS FALLS WE FIND THE BRIGHTEST STAR AND WE PRAY THAT IT IS HEAVEN BECAUSE WE KNOW YOUR THEIR.
IT BROKE OUR HEARTS TO LOOSE YOU THE PAIN IS HARD TO BARE
BUT ENJOY YOUR LIFE IN HEAVEN ONE DAY WE'LL MEET YOU THEIR
ALL OUR LOVE MUMMY AND DADDY XXXX

MEGAN
IN A FAIRY CASTLE
JUST BEYOND MY EYES
MY BABY PLAYS WITH ANGEL TOYS
THAT MONEY CANNOT BUY
WHO AM I TO WISH YOU BACK
INTO THIS WORLD OF STRIFE
NO PLAY ON MY BABY
YOU HAVE ETERNAL LIFE

AT NIGHT WHEN ALL IS SILENT
YET SLEEP FORSAKES MY EYES
I HERE YOUR TINY FOOTSTEPS
COME RUNNING TO MY SIDE
YOUR TINY HANDS CARESS ME
SO TENDERLY AND SWEET
I BREATH A SIGH AND SAY A PRAYER
AND EMBRACE YOU IN MY SLEEP

MEGANS ANGEL FRIENDS
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